Dear Me,

It has been long since i spoke to you last… to be more accurate, I hardly remember our last convo.. wait .… did we really have any real convo …? 

Well I often lie to the world but how can i lie to myself? I accept there is no shortage of  time in my "not-so-busy schedule ". I have enough time to puff away my thoughts in smoke and lie all day long without taking shit about anything else, enough time to burn my bum in my cubicle on calls and codes, enough time to out show my swag on instagram and fb. in short, enough time for all the other crap . . except you and even when I want to spend some time with you, I unintentionally dedicate those moments to my long lost love, old friends, my fear , my career, future , past and what not. 

   I do really wanna hold on to a serious convo with you. YOU ARE ME. and i don't understand why the hell i don't take out time for you. . ummm come on let me be honest. . I am scared of you. I am scared of what I will confront. it’s difficult for me to introspect because the physical me is just too incapable to understand the "real me". 

GOD made the two us in us - the visible me and the invisible you and we need to work together as a team. deep down in my soul's existence, I know we are not perfect, we lie weak somewhere, we are incapable somewhere somehow but i respect YOU. I promise to defend you every-time your dignity is attacked. I promise to stand by you whenever your capabilities are questioned. with all that faith you have on me, I swear I’ll never ever leave you alone. 

we are here not just to be counted as one among the million, living , eating, earning and dying. we can be much more. . MUCH MUCH MORE.

YOU HAVE THE POWER .

YOU HAVE THE MAGIC

YOU ARE MEANT TO BE SPECIAL

STAND UP

FLY

FIGHT