CAT RESULTS 2016
So here is the affidavit of what I did for the past 5 months. Here is the topic of discussion for Sharma aunty and Mishra uncle for the next few days. Here is the certificate of my knowledge level. Here is what all I could do. . . . But now what? Will the society accept me? Will my parents disown me? I was preparing for it for the last 5 months and is this all that I deserve? How will I ever overcome this? .Why GOD , why? Why did you do this to me?
OH REALLY ???
61 PERCENTILE . Yes, this is what I got and am not ashamed of announcing this on my blog. Quant took me down. Had it been a few more marks in quant, I could get approx 70-75 . .( which is also not very appreciable). ” HAD IT BEEN.” Conditional sentence but I couldn’t fulfill that condition. So am I supposed to feel bad now? Do I need to skip today’s dinner? Should I switch off my mobile or data to stay away from those morons who are more interested in my percentile than theirs’? What should I do? . . .
Well,I am trying to “ Stay Normal “ . Trust , trust is a very magical word and I am glad my parents still trust me. After sending my result , I received my father’s message and it read “ What matters to me is your hard work. A day will come when it will bear the fruits and in this journey, I am with you”. My mom is just glad that I am not disheartened and crying. And for my brother, I know I ll always be his topper behen (irrespective of the results :p) aur friends , wo saaley to hmesha hi jhaad pe chadha k rakhte hai. My result was more shocking to them than it was to me and it was then i realised . .. “ kitne dramebaaz hai saaley “ :P
I must appreciate that all this has given me a lot of courage and with all this courage I want to say something. .
I AM NOT ASHAMED OF MY RESULT. I AM NOT REGRETTING THAT I COULD HAVE PUSHED MYSELF A BIT MORE. I AM NOT GATHERING EXCUSES TO EXPLODE THEM WHEN ASKED ABOUT THE REASON BEHIND MY RESULT. I MARKED THE ANSWERS. IT WASN’T ANYBODY ELSE. I DIDN’T TAKE THE EXAM UNDER PRESSURE. I WAS FULL AWARE OF WHAT I WAS DOING. I DID MY BEST. I REALLY TRIED WITH ALL MY WILL AND THUS, I HEREBY, ACCEPT MY RESULT WHOLE HEARTEDLY.
As I had said earlier, my life is not going to end with CAT and look, it didn’t. Shouldn’t have I died after seeing the result but see, I am very much ALIVE, POSITIVE and READY. Ready for the next results, for more disasters, ready to stand up again and fight back.
This wasn’t the bonafide certificate of my capabilities . There is more I can do , There is more I have. Mere KUMAR SIR kehte hai “ ek 10 page k paper me AUKAAT nahi ki tumhari AUKAAT decide kare”.
To those 61% people below me and to those 39% above me, “ There is more to life than this. Don’t think about the people around. Let them take your tension (waise bhi enke paas koi dusra kam nahi hota ). Stay calm. There will be more difficult things in life and even more Beautiful things to rejoice. If you gave your 100% (like me), it’s time we should increase our measuring parameter and to those who still think they could have done more – pehle 100% de lo tab devdas banna “.
So enough of this Dear Zindagi . But guys , don’t wait for Dr. Jung to arrive ( unless he is as hot as SRK) . Be your own hero. It’s your story , why should someone else get more limelight than you. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. . . KUMAR SIR SAYS “ GIVE TO LIFE MORE THAN LIFE WILL EVER GIVE YOU AND TAKE FROM LIFE MORE THAN WHAT LIFE HAS TAKEN FROM YOU “. And for that, You need to pull your socks up.
Stay focused. Don’t let your dreams fade away because once you have a dream , you got to protect it . Wo kehte hai na “ khwaisho ko jeb me rakh kar ghoma kijiye, jannab kharcha bahut hota hai manzilon ko paane mein” . ( ye kumar sir ka nahi piyush mishra sir ka hai :p )
THE DARKEST HOURS ARE JUST BEFORE THE DAWN... Keep flying , keep trying . AND . DO SOMETHING TO GET SOMETHING ! (ye mera khud ka tha :p )
P.S : Eske baad kisi ne result pucha ya message kar ke sympathy di ~ Kasam se acha nahi hoga ! B-)
