As soon as I got into the metro,
I saw beautiful faces with ugly expressions. The afternoon part of the metro
likes to keep itself mundane yet relaxed. Sleeping faces were thrashing the window
panes, yawning was being welcomed by almost everyone who was trying to keep
his/her eyes off falling together. Everything around seemed dry and everyone
seemed dead.
The train ritually stopped at one
of the stations. And who came in , were not people ,rather it was a storm. It
just took 7 " 4-feet " heighted small creatures
to bring life back in that metro. Their laughter seemed to replace every square
of monotonicity. “ aj pehli batting lene “ , “ ha wo kal maine 64 mara tha
vishal ki to halat kharab ho gayi thi “ “ lekin yaar wo bowling acha krta hai,
aise hath ko na twist , nahi waise nahi , dekh . . . “ baba re , they were not talking. They
screaming at the top of their voices, literally. Their shirts were drenched in
sweat. Heavy school bag and a big bottle adorning their burden. I could feel
their enthusiasm as it was just yesterday that I had left my school, I saw
myself with them, a little me with a genuine smile. No extra kajal, liner or
gloss. And in that short skirt, shirt and tie ,I could see “ the prettiest ME “.
Nobody was anymore in a sleepy
mode. Their vibes had brought everyone on the deck back to life. All through my
way, I couldn’t take my eyes off them. I was reliving the past. Those blue id
cards reminded me of days when the only day that seemed blue happened to be
Sunday.
They hardly paid any heed to
anyone around. They were laughing, fighting, eating, enjoying. They were not
conscious of what people might think or how they looked in those sweaty and
sacky dresses or how unkempt their hairs were. They were just so much into
themselves. Aaaahh, good old days!
It was just the cricket match’s
scores and strategies that worried them. Neither the heavy weighted bag could
trouble them, nor the hot weather and here was I , carrying a feather weighted
bag and each time I looked at it , it admonished to take the hell outta me. .
. how ironical , as the bag’s
burden starts decreasing, the weight of the dreams and expectations levied on
the back increases and that makes the bag heavier than ever before. . .
As I saw them getting down, I
could see my childhood leaving me, AGAIN and I could do nothing, yet AGAIN. . The doors closed and the window panes
showed me the last imaginary glimpse of my childhood. The train jerked and
moved forward. I could see the “small me”
getting lost in the crowd or may be , It was the real me , who seemed
lost , lost in a world, which is now far from reality.
